Help I was abandoned by my Psychiatrist & Significant other, Today?

Question: 1st my BF left early this morning after yelling at me & my pets. He was trying to pick a fight so I would tell him to leave but I didn't ~ I just told him to stop yelling ~ he said if I didn't like it ~ he would leave. I told him if he left that was it ~ he yelled at me that's what I wanted & he left. This is a pattern I've been trying to brake ~ because when I get manic, & scared I think I need him to make me secure & not suicidal.
Then I went to my psych appointment and my doctor said she couldn't treat me anymore because I stopped taking a drug she prescribed that was making me sick and causing tremors.
Now I feel isolated, abandoned and totally scared ~ Bi-polar is a dease I've struggled with for more then 20 years. This feels like anervous breaksown, I can not stop shaking, crying and I feel sick to my stomach. I just need some words of wisdom from other manics or a doctor to help me get thru today.
I know to call crisis services or go to the hospital if I feel suicidal. HELP

Answers:
You need more help than you can get here. The shakes & nausea probably come from stopping your meds against Dr's orders. Your BF sounds like a self-centered jerk. Be happy he's gone. Find a new Dr since you pissed off the last 1. You should call a crises center whether you wanna commit suicide or not. You need to "talk" to someone NOW.

Other Answers:
Check yourself in you sound pretty fragile. Perhaps your doctor got tired of you not following her professional direction. Unfortunately many medications used to treat bipolar disorder have side effects. Hang in there.

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please take care and know that you are not alone. just deep breath and pray! Thank the Lord for all that you have and try to hang in there.

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If your doctor won't treat you because of side effects to a drug, then your doc isn't wory the paper their diploma is printed on. I wouldn't be upset about the doc bailing (they obviously don't care about you). I'm sorry to hear about your boyfriend though, thats a real bummer. I would try to find a doctor who actually cared.

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Work with your doctor to find medication that doesnt make you sick. Im bipolar as well, and when the meds my doctor put me on basically gave me ADD, I couldnt sit still. Sorry to hear about your boyfriend, sounds like hes high drama. Us bipolar people need low drama people in our lives, just settle down as much as you can, maybe go out with some friends from work or something. It's time to start over, I used to have huge problems with the people I was around, so I got a new cell phone number, packed up and moved three states to the east. My life has been exponentially better since. good luck.

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