Help please.?

Question: About five years ago, i got saved and baptised. But i got too obsesive about God. Now i pray all the time, every day. I have been doin this pretty much since i got saved. But now i have gotten really bad. I still love God, but I think that satan is makeing me think that i have done bad things. Like once i made eye contact with this guy on a bike and thought something like " he might crash and die" but it fells like i tried to hurt him, even though nothing was gonna happen. I have done this stuff before. I guess what started this was the fear of going to Hell. even though I am not, satan is trying to bring me down and ruin my life. maybe i need stuff to get my mind off things. thanks for reading, but i will never kill myself, that sends you to Hell, and it wont help.

Answers:
First of all, I think that is great that you found a spiritual path. However, it seems that you are lacking faith. And, I think that an underlying psychiatric disorder is to blame. From what you have written, it's somewhat apparent that you may be suffering from some form of OCD. It is also, sounds that you may be having psychotic episodes (i.e., hearing voices). So, I suggest that you seek some professional help.
You should also remember that your thoughts are not going to hurt anyone but yourself. You are simply not that powerful. I feel that some of your fellow parishioners can make you feel and/or that way. I highly suggest that you take an honest look into your faith, since spirituality should only cause you evolve as a person; not hinder your growth and make you feel awful about yourself.
There is also a major difference between 'religion' and spirituality’, which I think you should look into for yourself. And, like I previously said, there may just be some people in your fellowship that are reinforcing your negative feelings through theirown personal beliefs and religious fervor.

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