Is playing the insanity card a good play when all else fails?

Question: For 20yr's now ive hidden as best I possibly can the fact that I puke almost everyday ,I've lost every job for the last 7 years because of me being sick at work I"m at my wit's end and checked myself into a mental clinic which will put me through Orentation 2 fridays from today , I hate life as I puke for hours in the shower . I do drink alcohol I even got a DUI in a golf cart .13 was my .BAL I smoke Weed so I can eat. But sometimes after 6-8 days puking Bile in the shower like I'm doing Heroin which Ive never done , Ill do some weed and it lets me have longer stays out of the shower (It rains in my bathrooms) Also speed or coke to shut my stomach up Help Me I need answers Please Noo Bashing I hate myself as it is I didn't do this to be reamed

Answers:
The mental card isn't the worse thing in the world. When I was in so much physical pain and mental anguish as to be imprisoned in my own body it didn't matter which got me the disability social security I needed to stop work and still survive financially, not that social security pays much. I am both physically disabled and mentall/emotionally disabled but it was the mental which was approved first in the disability process.

Some people just aren't healthy and that tears at the mental/emotional processes as well. Please don't be ashamed of your illness. You are not the only one who suffers. You may need to rest if you ever want a chance to be functional again. And be patient. Doctors may not be understanding about the weed (and other stuff) due to their own legalities though I understand completely due to the nausea I had with constant migraines. I wish you all the best and promise to keep you in my prayers.

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Wow, um...actually, my own mother has had a similar problem. Her's was related to that stomach reduction surgery though. I'm sorry I can't help, but someone will.

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