I have asked it before, but I need help!?

Question: I'm really depressed, and I have really bad anxiety...I think I'm fat and ugly...and people get mad because they don't see how I could think that...I get really nervous around people...and I cut. It's getting worse and worse..and it's scaring me...I know you will tell me to see professional help...but I can't. I've tried it before..and it didn't work out at all!
I am constantly worrying about my weight or how I look and I cut to keep myself not nervous...and it's like my way to relieve stress...does anyone know what's wrong with me...or how I could get help...any answers appreciated....I'm thinkin about suicide...i just don't know what to do!

Answers:
Well, to be honest , i am so sorry to hear that but think about this, u r lucky to see ur real friends who r there for you for WHO You are not for what YOU r. U know what i ve been down that road when i was younger. I was obese for 5 11 with 365 lbs, do the manth. I never had a younghood girl friend coz ppl were looking down on me just bcoz of my obesity and I thought about suicide at times. But then, all of a sudden i met a girl who loved me for who i was and with her support i lost loads of weight and now I am 6 2 with 184lbs. Plus, we obese people r under attack of lots of skinny kinda people and the stupidity that they cant see is we r more sensitive than they r. I know you are such a sensitive girl with great heart, i believe. And I also believe that with the help of a doctor u will work it out in time. Coz it happened to me. I know how it feels so very well. But the first thing you should do is to quit the thought of commiting suicide. It is not a relief trust me. You have a purpose in life now to lose that weight and become whatever you want. If i were your boyfriend I wouldnt let you lose your weight for me but for your health and obese or skinny i would still continue loving you and would feel extremely happy and grateful to God becoz HE give this gift to me. I am quite sure I am not alone in this league and there are many people out there to love you and want your friendship. And for the once who r looking down on you, I have one thing to say "SHAME ON THEM, THEIR IGNORANCE and THEIR BLINDNESS" coz they r losing such a sweetheart over there. Regards ,Hon...

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If you feel that bad you should go to the doctor, that is the best solution.

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