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Question:

i'm tired of breathing
i'm tired of living
i'm tired of looking at myself in the mirror
i'm tired of these thoughts.

i can't seem to control the ways i vent.
can't control the thoughts of death that linger on my mind.
i'm close
close to ending it
i'm looking for something, someone
anything left to hold onto.

i don't know what to do.
or what to say..
...i'm just tired.

Answers:
well I know how you feel sometimes I don't want to go on I am just sooo tired of the same thing everyday goin crazy with the kids stuck in the house all the time ( I have 3 kids very stressful) about four years ago I had twin boys 4 months early and the smaller one (only 12 oz.) passed away about an hour after birth and the bigger one jordan (1lb. 7 oz) was in the hospital for 8 months he was ventallator dependent and had several medical problems but things got better and he came home finally but just after 9 wonderful days of being home his body shut down and he passed away. that was and still is VERY difficult to handle but I have 3 beautiful children now and I take it one day at a time. I had a baby last december and I have had all sorts of problems since then I have been suffering from really bad panic attacks daily and I have gained about 70 lbs since I had my twins and had been having a really hard time but I bit the bullet and take it one day at a time and just started college a week ago, and things are starting to look up and I'm feeling alot better (besides the panic attacks they got worse )but I would talk to your doctor maybe an antidepressant could work zoloft works good for me feeling this horrible can't last forever so just get out of your funk get some excersise and fresh air and try to think about good things if you think about how bad things are then it will never change I always tell myself it could be alot worse rather than thinking that I have it so bad and that makes me feel better so good luck and if you need to talk e-mail me okay I hope things get better!!!!

C'mere. I'll hold you and make it all better.

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