Life is too hard?

Question:

i am currently a 15 year old stuck in a 18 year old body. i act 15 i look 15 but I'm really 18 i even get along better with 15 year olds! my mom says" my past has caused me to be mentally delayed"
my real dad used to rape me. i read at a really low level, like 5th grade(thats what they tell me) when i was 13 i got diagnosed with depression. at 15 i went to a residental treatment centerfor cutting and depression. and now i am an 11th grader(i got held back) that gets alone with mostly 9th graders.......IS THIS TOO HARD TO UNDERSTAND?

my question is.....

why do i have all these issues, cant they be split between like 10 people. my sister is normal, my brother is normal.
but i'm messed up.....

any advice?

WHY AM I SO WEIRD? ANY IDEA WHAT COULD BE WRONG?

Answers:
bluecatda has no idea what he is talking about. I'm sure xXmoon knows what rape means. She said she was weird not stupid. And as for all those who are saying the past is the past--have you ever been raped by someone you love???
My biggest suggestion is to get counseling if you aren't already. It can teach you some of the skills that you have lost or never learned because of the trauma in your past. Why is it so impwrtant to associate with peo[ple your own age anyways? Ten years from now it won't make any difference if you are friends with people ten years older or younger than you--by then everyone is the same. It won't matter if you hang around 20 year olds or 60 year olds as long as you have friends. In the mean time, just have fun and keep you friends close.

could you be holding yourself back a bit because it takes you back to a happier time.you cant compare your siblings to you because maybe they have not gone through what you have.some of what you have done to yourself is because of what happened in the past so i wouldnt beat yourself up over that for that reason you have been through a lot sounds like you should talk to some one and help smooth out the rough spots

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