Can anyone share their battle with addiction?
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i was addicted to ice and was a major pot head . the ice only for about a year . but i have never been addicted to anything more.
in my life.with ice it's like speed. and i was in a bad point in my life . i don't even know why i kept doing it at first it made me sick every time i did it. and i mean very sick i wouldn't even be able to get out of bed.i remember i had a bag of it and it sat in mt drawer for like a month. i was doing coke instead. but i would spend like 80 bucks a day and just wanted more . right after i did it it was like i hadn't even done it.so i started doing a tiny bit of ice again
and all of a sudden it stopped making me sick. at first it wasn't that bad i could give my last line to a friend and not think twice.
but the next think i knew not only would i not share but I'd take my
friends if i got the chance. even if i had plenty i would still buy more so i didn't run out . i started getting speed bumps all over my face. and i would sit down at the computer and stay there for 2 days only stopping to do a line. and i would **** up the computer to the point it wouldn't run . and then sit there 2-3 more days until i fixed it. i did not want to talk to anyone i just wanted to be alone . i wouldn't answer the phone .i just rotted away in a big pile of ice . i was seeing someone at the time . who loved me i knew it and loved them to . i just couldn't pull my head out of my *** long enough to care . then one day i found out i was going to be a dad . i was told i would never have kids . and the day i found out i just stoped. no rehab nothing. i was sick i slept all the time
for like 2 weeks straight . i just couldn't stay awake. and i would dream about ice all the time and think about all the time .
i had to stop being friends with all my friend . everyone
so i wouldn't be tempted. and slowly i stoped thinking about it every day. and the next thing i knew i had a beautiful baby girl.
i still smoked pot up until right after she was born. and i realized
i couldn't be the best dad i could be stoned and after 13 years of smoking pot i stoped that too. and thats that.
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I am addicted to the computer.
I am not ready to shake the habit yet.
All kidding aside, good luck on your research.
im addicted to jimmie johnson aka.. nascar i cant help myself i know everything bout nascar n jimmie johnson my house is filled wit nascar i watch nascar everytime it is on aaaahhhh help i think im a little addicted lol n i like it
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Caffeine drinks are my addiction. My choice is Mountain Dew. All this sugar will be the death of me but, if I don't have enough caffeine a day, I go through withdraw and that's no fun. im addicted to making myself feel like ****. to surrounding myself with people i cant stand just to see how and if i can deal with it. im addicted to mental abuse. im addicted to hurting mentally/emotionally.it helps me to feel real. im addicted to being the Victim. you know its an addiction when its destroying you and loved ones, and you still dont care enough to stop.
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