I dont no wht but ....?
Question:
when ever i talk to them i feel my self gust get mad or sad & i dont no why.
& i think they are part of the reason whyi cut myself causeits normaly after i have been around then &stuff
why is this i love my family but i cant wait till i get 2 leave there house when im 18
& 2 day i cut myself & i cant figer out Y i did
all i remember was i was with my family then i ran up stairs & started 2 cut
DOES ANY1 NO WHY IM LIKE THIS???
I THINK I NEED HELP BUT I DONT WANT 2 TALK 2 MY FAMILY OR CALL SOME STUPID #
Answers:
I have some guess?
Cutting is a way to cope for you when you are stressed out. Your family triggers you and this is why you cut on yourself. You might think it is your fault, and have a low self esteem .
self harm can be an impulsive act, therefore will not make sense as to why sometimes it happens.
if you do not want to cut yourself anymore then your going to have to be strong and find other ways to cope , and especially when your triggered to do it.
It helps to have a support system too, and seek out professional help.
You need some professional advice. No one here on yahoo will give you adequate information. Get some help now, or talk to someone close to you.
Better start talking- first to your family, since they have to foot the bill and then to a counselor.
Cutting could have become an addiction to you. You may be doing it just because something (no matter how tiny) similar happened to what made you begin to cut.
It could have nothing to do with family or friends. You could also be suffering from depression.
You should see a counselor or other professional about this.
Good luck.
Sounds like me when I was younger, I did the same thing and I know how your feeling right now. You do suffer from a serious issue. There are still times today when I think of doing it again, but I made a promise to someone very special that I would never do it again, my little boy. You really need to talk to someone and get to the bottom of your depression. This is very serious!! Please, don't go on like this.
Go slowly through this idea with me. You were very depressed one day and you made a cut as you knew others did it. There was a rush of feeling good and the depression was gone. This was also a time that you were psychotic and your mind said it feels good to cut . The message was rerouted by the lower brain to the orgasm area and so now to cut is a rush and an orgasm and the depression is gone each time. Depression is all about friends and family. You will not stop cutting until you are 18 to 20 when you will have real love and a real orgasm . After that you will have depression again as we all do and have to learn to manage your expectations to be really true for love. Then the depression will be gone as much as possible in this life.
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