I need serious help?


Question:
I have never been happy with my life i have the supposed perfect life. I dont remember my past. I always thought I would die before I would graduate HS. my life is a blur. I want to be happy with my boyfriend but find myself miserable and fearing life. What is wrong with me. I cant graspe it.
I am so frustrated I am so irritable with myself. I dont know why.
I really care about this person and know that I want to spend my life with him.
I just dont know what is wrong.
I want to know if I have symptoms of anything.
Is it normal to be upset then smile and just want the everything to be over and be loved once again like nothing had happened. Is that bipolar.

Any suggestions? Do not be afraid to tell me anything you feel. I need the help.

Answers:
I think you need God. God knows you, and everything about you. When you ask Jesus comes to live inside of you by repent your sin, and give your heart to Jesus. You will understand life a lot better. You will be happier with your life and everything around you.
Hi there, sounds like you need the help of a professional worker. Love yourself, seek help :)

Take care
You don't mention how old you are but from what you are describing, it sounds like normal teenage angst you're experiencing.

If you don't remember your past, maybe you're related to Jason Bourne... ever been a spy?
Honey it sounds like you may be Bipolar. Your mood swings indicate that you seem to go up and down with the changes in your life. You may also have a Panic disorder that is causing you to fear the future. See your local doc to see what he thinks. Good Luck
you sound like you are suffering from depression. there are many medications out there to help with this, from miild to severe depression. Go to your doctor and talk to him/her about it and they will probably prescribe something. Also, talking to a therapist never hurt. talking to someone objective can be cathartic and help you sort out your feelings.
It's possible some traumatic events happened to you in your childhood that you are repressing since areas of your life are a "blur". Please get professional help.
I suspect that you have been on drugs. If that's true then please get cured and rehabilitated first. Life is precious and beautiful only if you are able to perceive it in the right manner. Day in and day out, we see weird things around us but we must not be influenced with those weird things to the extent that we get sick
First, I'm gonna say that it is possible that you have forgotten that you have had a happy life, because right now you have such a bad mood that you can't remember. I know this, because it happens to me all the time (I'm bipolar, so I get low moods pretty often, then I think I was always in despair. Not so!!)

If it is true that you really have always been unhappy, then you probably do need some professional attention.

Usually bipolar disorder and major depression make you so sad that you can't do much of anything productive. Like go to school/hold down a job. If it is not this bad, it is a more minor type depression, if indeed you even have depression and aren't just in a rotten mood because sometimes life is rotten, or you can get moody for not much reason at all. Just bored, or the sun didn't come out for 5 days.
You seem normal to me. Most people go through what you described sooner or later. It's your life and just has to be dealt with. First advice is don't jump to conclusions that something is wrong with you. Give yourself more credit and self respect. Don't trust anyone who wants to diagnose you with a disease or disorder and conveniently has pills you can take to fix it.
I would suggest to get out more and having fun, meet new people, get a new job, or go to college, travel to different states or countries, get a hobby. Basically if you're not happy with your current situation, then the only thing you can change is what you do. What not to do is self diagnose yourself with bipolar, then seek out people who agree with you, so you can have something to blame your unhappiness on, which will only make you more unhappy and frustrated.
For me, my life was dull and tiresome, things weren't looking like they were going to change anytime soon, after a few months of depression and getting over the fear of change, I quit my job, moved to a different state to be near my family and childhood friends, met new people, started my own business, I still wouldn't say I'm happy, but definitely a whole lot happier.

By the way, don't rely so much on the "I want to spend my life with him", I would bet he's the one holding you back from experiencing life and being your true self. Chances are you two still have a lot of growing up to do and probably both of you will mature and become different people with different interests from when you first met, in the small chance that you can still get along and be best friends, then great, otherwise just be happy for the time you spent together and move on.
I don't think it is necessarily bipolar.bipolar is an affective disorder characterized by periods of mania alternating with periods of depression, usually interspersed with relatively long intervals of normal mood.

It sounds to me like you are extremely depressed. I think that your best bet would be to see your doctor and tell him/her what you are feeling and see if there is anything that they can recommend.

I hope you feel better soon!

Jenn
I really have no idea hormones maybe are you in high school
look find something lyou love to do that is the key to being happy.Your passion art-anything you love
No one can help you, it's only you will solve the problem help yourself, you need council and you need God to renew you.
see a therapist or call 1800 lifenet to talk with someone. hey if you need support i am here dogmicjoe@yahoo.com. try to love urself first and life will be great.
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