I wanted to kill myself for years , but i was not depressed...?


Question:
for years i wanted to commit suicide but i was not depressed . i had friends , i had a job , and my life was not bad . i just wanted to kill myself because i was tired of living , i just wanted to sleep . i didnt want to see the world corrupt anymore . but the reason i never did it was because first of all , im scared to death of neddles , and i could never take pills because i didnt and still dont believe in them . was this weird that i felt that way . i finally stoped wanting to kill myself when i had my son . he's 16 now ... and i would never leave him like my dad left me ...

Answers:
Man, I feel so sorry for you, I'm glad you are happy now though.
u are such a lazy basterd lol
What exactly is your question??
You need help.
Pray with God. He will help you.
That sounds like depression to me, but you're seemingly over it and that's not a question
Oh , you wanted to kill yourself but you weren't depressed, muh ah ha, ha ha...
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Whether or not you felt depression, what you are describing is a form of depression.

IF your own son ever describes feeling this way you should seek therapy right away.
You were depressed. Suicidal thoughts only emerge from depression, The belief that depressed people don't have a life, a job, or friends is wrong,
it's an illness type thing, and it could happen to anyone.
If you can get the flu, you can get depression.
no, it was not weird, My mother left me when I was a child and I went through the same type of emotions. that was till I had my own children. When I would think about it I thought of how selfish it would be. plus I am a chicken too!!
..are you sure you werent depressed?

...i used to feel this way. i was stupid enough to actually try it, but i failed cuz my mum found me and got me to the ER in time.
but the thing was, i didnt really feel depressed at all either. i had great friends, had top grades in school.. nothing in my life was wrong. but i just felt tired.
i didnt really see the point or joy in life.
even after my incident, when i woke up in the hospital, i didnt feel greatful that i survived.
..even now after all those years. my life is still happy: i've got a great boyfriend, gonna start college soon.
..but i still dont see the point.
People with friends, jobs, and lives can still be depressed, and if you ever get these feelings again, you should talk to a doctor about them.

Sometimes people have chemical imbalances that make them feel depressed, but it seems to me, your life just lacked meaning.

Now you have it. You have your meaning, and it's your son, and you are dedicated to him in an amazing way. Don't lose that!

I'm sure the reason your life seemed so mediocre before was because your dad left. Losing a parent, especially that way, is incredibly hard. It's sure to dim your outlook on life. Fortunately, children are good saviors.
may be your daily life is so boring. you may want to join some voluntary work to cheer you up. reading more books do help your 'abnormal' thinking. I wish to talk to you. how can I contact you?
living life is sometimes sad...i feel tried of living at times when i see the people in so much pain...and war---god i hate war. I know life is bittersweet. As corny as this sounds...do this...for me.go outside early in the morning when no one is around and pull off one leaf of a tree and look at is---isn't it perfect? no matter how many you look at its perfect. If there is a plan for a tree-should there be a plan for us? I know you because i have one too-you are a weeping spirit-Avery special soul...the world needs you
It sounds like you did have symptons of depression. Even though you did have a job, friends, and a rather good life...you could still suffer from depression for other reasons or you may have even had a chemical imbalance in the brain that caused depression. And if you weren't depressed, something else must have been wrong to make you want to have these thoughts. I know life is hard for everyone, but we must live through it! We must keep on pushing, even when life is pushing back. I always liked the saying that suicide is a "Permanent solution to a temporary problem". Just remember, the next time you think about suicide, think of your son and how he will feel when his father is gone and how you will never be there to watch him grow through the milestones of life! I hope you have or will overcome this problem really soon and best of luck to you. God bless!
Yeah you never really wanted to kill your self because you would have found a way because where theres a will theres a way.
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