Don't know what to do now?
Question:
Sick of tired
sick of myself
afraid to talk to people, avoid people
really alone
binge eating disorder?
really can't fit in
feels to die right now
thinking of running away
really useless
and really, nobody cares because everyone deals with it, but I can't because I'm to sensitive, I'm to selfish, I'm to weird, I'm to odd. What I say will always come out awkward and stupid, I'm to dim, I don't know why I'm sitting here, I seriously want to leave here so bad, I don't wanna do this anymore, nothing I do works, I try and I try and I mess up because I'm just to outta place and don't do nothing right. I can't even talk about excatly what's wrong, I cry, whats the whole reason why? I think I know, but there's so much, I don't know what all to say, it's really confusing and everythings messed up because I'm messed up and.I don't know what to do, does this question even make sense?
Answers:
Hon, what exactly is the main point of your problem? What is going on? Send me a personal message if you can't really "talk" about it. I've been through alot in my life and I keep managing to go on. It's hard sometimes, but we can do it! You can do it!
I lost my oldest child in a car accident when he was just sixteen, my mother passed suddenly, and my son's best friend died (my son's honorary pallbearer) in an accident all in less than ten months. I just lost my dad six months ago. You can survive anything, Sweetheart, anything! Let me know what your exact problem is, ok?
Been there done that, still like that sometimes. Making myself read the Bible and pray more often sometimes helps me, when I can make myself do it. I also take meds and go to counseling. God is still the only real help, thats when I'm willing to let Him.
talk to a doctor, he may be able to help. I'm really sorry.
I also have a binge eating disorder. It's hard to live with I'm hungry 24 hours a day.
Turn off the goth music, find a stupid top 40 station, dance like no one is watching. Keep writing, take walks and smile at others at the store or mall, some will smile back and you will get a dose of nice. See a different shrink, if you do, this one is not helping.
You are not alone, I am answering and you MUST keep going. When you are more balanced you will be able to help others in a way the barbie and kens can not. Keep going.
You may be bi-polar. Seek medical help!
What is bothering you so much? I am sure you are not as messed up as you think you are...You have to stop playing the same cd over and over...You must replace the self-bashing thoughts you are using against yourself for uplifting, positive thoughts. Hang out with positive people too.
Even thought there are days when I can totally relate to your words, I know that there is always someone who cares and that God doesn't make trash...You are important and loved to and by someone and maybe to more people than you think...
Please find help quick!
Ok so you know you have a problem.
And you want to help yourself. It is how you are thinking that is the difficulty. You need to learn to focus on what is good about life and yourself.
Change how you feel and think.
I have a step by step guide on Coping with Depression on my website.
Have a look.
http://themeaningisyou.com
email me with questions.
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