What kind of mental problem do i have if any?
Question:
You know how if you do somthing to emberrase yourself in front of a date or what not, you will feel mad at yourself and kinda scream.
its like that besides for things that havent even happend i make the event up in my mind and then do somthing stupid and get really mad at myself and scream out loud somtimes.
It happends all the time everyday, and is getting too be even painfull too me mentaly, also embarrasing when in public i get one of these thoughts and somtimes they are too hard not to scream at them.
I am not hearing voices but it kinda feels like i have 2 inner voices in my head... both are me its just one of them is a different me and he keeps putting me in these scenario's and things./
It happends much more when im deppressed.
Answers:
Hi,
My name is Dani. I hope you are doing ok but it does not sound like you are. Your issues are very concerning to me and as a student doctor I would highly recommend that you see a professional such as your normal doctor. Please dont bottle these emotions up.
I have a mental disorder called bipolar and once I became medicated my whole life improved dramatically. Before hand I was like you but now I am great.
It sounds like you could perhaps have schizophrenic tendencies, with anxiety and severe depression. This is very serious and I would highly recommend you seeing a doctor or telling someone close to you.
If you feel like you need someone to talk to please do not hesistate to email me. I may be able to give you some insight as to what is going on physically but can relate as I have been there before.
Please take care and I look forward to hearing from you.
Dani
You need to see a professional and be professionally diagnosed.
You need to talk to your doctor. Just your family doctor, no one special. Explain your feelings, sincerely. They may prescribe a drug that has ZERO side effects, but takes away those feelings completely. Image that cloud not hovering over your head any more. It can happen. And lots of these meds are only $4 at walmart or target...it won't cost you an arm and a leg
Also, pray. Go to a church where you feel welcome and loved God wants you to have the best life you can here.
Also, imagine yourself not having these issues. When they start to arise, rather than feed them by thinking "here it comes, this is what's going to happen,,,,," Instead, lie down and be calm. Imagine yourself being calm, happy, happy with yourself, accepted and well adjusted. It will work. Try it.
You can also try calm music. As weird as this may sound, it has a big effect. Have you ever been driving and listened to a fast rock song...and maybe driven a little faster, maybe a little more careless? Well, if you play classical, just softly in the background, it will help you maintain calm, positive feelings.
God bless you. :)
It sounds like you should talk to a counselor about this.
Also, you asked a question elsewhere "Is meth the ultimate drug?" If you are concerned for your mental health I would advise against using unnecessary drugs/medication.
Well, a number of things can cause this. Your best bet is to go to a Dr. that specializes in these disorders. There is no shame in asking for help and none of your friends need to know you are going. The point is... something is causing you to do these things and it is bothering you to the point where you are embarassed and not comfortable with yourself. You are not the only one with this disorder Im sure and the proper treatment may be something that can be worked on by talking or by meds (lets hope you dont need any meds.) In any case, you need some help to be happy with yourself and whatever it is deep down inside that is bothering you and surfacing. If you dont know what is hidden behind the curtain in your mind, then you dont know how to handle it when it bursts out and makes you do the things you do. Its a good thing that you recognize that there is something a little off. I take the fact that you have reached out to us here at YA as a cry for help, and you do deserve that. However, dont take anyones diagnosis from here. Most people just make things up that sound good, or they say nasty things like "your crazy". Ignore thoes coments and get yourself to someone that can help you straighten out whatever this is. Good luck hun... Ill be thinking of you.
you worry to much.
I was the same when i was a young man, i wanted to be cool like the jocks in my class, but soon realized it wasn't what i wanted or needed. i have since realized i have some great aptitudes that once i find the right person it will be a big deal to her. in my case i was a lone wolf, and wasn't comfortable with many others, their typical jokes and hollow humour was terribly boring to me. my interest are simple just a good night out for a walk with no outside interference from so called cool loud people. you must learn to like yourself, and the only way to do that is to spend some quality time with yourself, this is no joke our expectations of ourselves is much to high, finding someone that likes you OR being with you may be easier than you think, don't look for the slinky beauties of the paparazzi , they are not real. i have a theory about women. they have but one good summer in their lives, then its all over, the slink-ism only last until the facial hair and big butt appears. but real men aren't interested in looks or cuteness, look for a friend first then if they stay in your sites and heart you may move forward. companionship can be complete with a cat or a dog, but a true Friend is better yet. don't be in too much a hurry once you stay within yourself for a while you will learn to like yourself, and only then will everything come together.
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