Don't know what to do...(depressed, etc)?
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Since you are still here that is good and your attempts are cries out for help.
You don't really want to leave this world. You think you do because you are so unhappy right now.
You really need someone professionally to talk to and let it ALL out with him/her.
Try a friend that will get you out a little more.
I use to write a lot putting down everything I felt then read it to my councilor. We'd talk the feelings out and eventually we got to the bottom of it all.
Don't give up. You will find happiness again if you get brave and take that first step to talking and admitting you WANT the help to get well again.
The best of luck.
SEEK HELP A.S.A.P.
It is amzing how much people suffer. You have come so far. You must find zeal in living.
I know when life spirals in to abyss there is nothing left to rejoice. The feeling of emptiness eats away person from within and then having such troubled past does not make it easy to move on.
Honestly, keep trying is the best answer. God has given such a beutiful life to all of us. And while we may not know there is a purpsoe to each life. You already are top contributor, you are doing something. Find hobby, take on educational goal, do some amazing thing, travel world, wear new clothes, find new job..learn eastern civilization methods of living and
somewhere there will be that day when you will feel good for yourself and quit all these behavior.
Go to the hospital as soon as possible if you are that serious about suicide. I feel the same way sometimes and have been struggling for about 10 years. The right medication and the right therapist can do wonders for you. I wish you the best but know that it doesnt just take a pill or a therapist to make you better. YOU need to want to get better as well.
Dont do anything drastic, try and look at the positives in life. Go for a walk and take some deep breaths and try and think of ways to improve your life.
I found that reading books on Buddhism really helped me out of my funk.
You should not hurt yourself, but I know that is easier to say than to do. What treatments have you received so far? If you are considering suicide, PLEASE call 1-800-SUICIDE before you do anything. And I just found out there is a hot line for cutters too! 1-800-DONT-CUT.
http://www.selfinjury.com/
The people at these hot lines know what it is like.
I thought about suicide before too, and now I'm receiving the right treatment, and I'm so glad I didn't do it. I hope you can receive the treatment that will work for you. But please don't give up.
Have you gone to the doc? The depression needs to be taken care of, maybe meds and or therapy. I'm sorry that your cutting is not taking care of the emotional distress that you are experiencing. But that too, can be helped. Have you talked to your parents,? First you need to be honest with yourself, and then talk to a doc. and do what he/she suggests.. The emotional distress is making you want to end your life.,there is reason why you havent succeded. But taking your life in suicide is a way out but the wrong reason. You need HELP. Please dont wait, your situtation is at an extreme, so please get help.
Should or should not isn't really the way it works. What do you want? If it's to have peace, then just pay attention to awareness. it is what you are, and it has been and always will be without a problem. You've identified with your past, your mind (thinking), and your body, but you are none of that. suffering happens because you're avoiding what you are, which is awareness that is here now.
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