Question:
I've always had thoughts of being completely useless and a burden on everyone around me but ever since Febuary when my uncle died it got worse. I have nightmares while I'm awake, like two nights ago I kept seeing family members lying in caskets and I started to think that there was no purpose to life if I was just going to watch the people i care about die. I try to talk to family members but I get scared and say something stupid about a complete different subject. I space out during the day thinking about what dying would be like and I forget other things. Everyone in my family just think I'm forgetful, lazy, and have book sense with no common sense. I am forgetful.
I usually try to write out my feelings but I stopped after I insulted myself so much I started crying. I'm 17 and feel like I don't fit in to the world. Every tells me how smart I am and what I could do in my life but I can't see it. I want to talk about it but I don't know how to start.
Answers:
This won't really help, but I feel pretty much the same way as you do.
listen hers the simple facts of life look around at all your friends and family you will either be at there funeral or they will be at yours so get over people dying its going to happen so enjoy the people around you dont look at them as if there dead look at it as if wow i enjoy this persons company im going to have fun today.lifes too short to worry about death concern yourself with other things please.
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