Am I already dead?
Question:
Everyone else is a tool for my pleasure. They have no rights, and I disregard their laws. I am aggressive when it suits me, I lie when it suits me, and my promises mean nothing. I have no remorse.
I am unstable. My relationships swing between intensely close and completely meaningless. My sense of self changes dramatically, and the slightest impulse can send me on a destructive course of spending, over-eating, or drug abuse. Afterwards, I feel empty.
If something is wrong then I will point it out, no matter what other people might feel.
I need to be taken care of. I can't make even small decisions without consulting someone else first, and letting them take responsibility for the consequences.
Answers:
You have been describing the behavior of someone I know very well. He was diagnosed with BPD.borderline personality disorder. It swings all over the place from "I love you" to "I hate you" in a day or so. There are several books on the subject that can delve into your problem and offer explanations but not necessarily a cure. Had you told us in your question that you also were depressed I would have offered a different diagnosis..Bipolar Disorder. I do not profess to be a psychiatrist but I know a great deal about mental disorders due to my training. You should find a professional shrink and sort it out with him/her. A good one can set you on a straight line to learn what is wrong with you and how to cure it.
so.. what's your question, or were you just bitching on here to get attention?
Sounds like Voldemort-itis!!
take some rydallin
0_o lol
You need a spiritual enlightment and the help from a psychologist.
no. what you may not realtize...is atleast you are aware of what you are doing. most people cant say that much. its up to you to change, if change is waht you feel you need to do to be "alive".
No, you are not dead, if you were you wouldn't be able to type on the computer. WHat you are is seriously disturbed and in need of a good terapist, you should go and get help.
If your soo good at pointing out flaws then you need to quit pointing them at other people and point the finger at yourself. Take a long look in the mirror. People will realize how you are and nobody will have anything to do with you. Nobody likes people like that. You sound insecure.
a shrink will give you plenty of attention, ya know
Hey, is this Steve?
My 2ND husband?
If so, will you pay me back the support I sent?
write a book
thanks for sharing all about your instabilities... at least you are fully aware of your behavior.
who points out what is wrong with what you are doing?
Have you bin to a therapy? I recommend you Dialectical Behaviour Therapy it really works I am diagnosed with Borderline ( my behaviour was similar than yours ) i am learning to control my impulse and anxiety.
good luck
Go and seek a Psyciatrist.
holla i'm not alone. u are not dead for sure (unless...)
My opinion as i have lived in this kind of realationship and did everything possible to fix it but i didnt have the problem to fix every symtom u have described is bipolar just another word for manic depression it usually comes with something else @personality disorder adult adhd,it all comes down to how many episodes u have in a year.But it is all controlled by medication if u want to help urself.Because in the end its YOUR CHOICE IF U WANT TO CHANGE..
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