Why i am like this!?

Question:

i feel all the day depressed for no reason,when i'm with friends i'm a funny guy that makes others laugh and be happy myself but soon i'll be goin somewhere,feeling that theres no one to takecare of me and to love me!i've got a lover and even to her i'm not that open,i'm trying to be open but i cant..i don know why?i'm finding reasons to be sad thinking bot something that i will face,,and maybe that wont come..eveything is fine to me,,hav a good job,good helping and careing frnds parents bro and sis lover and evything..then why i'm like this??my uncle told me seeing my palm that i'm alwys thinkin bot useless things and getting worried for nothing..yeah thats true i know..wht is the solution for me...i used drugs (long b4 now no more still smoke)i hear metal songs(then i go thinkin like this all soo i stopped).how can i be ok! is it bcos that i'm missing my lover?we are now at different countries!sometims i think i wont get her and worries bot ther ex boyfrnd...why why?be serious2me

Answers:
Too many things here need to be explored - what makes you depressed, your relationships, your drug use, your parents, your connection with your lover, your work, your friends...

Find a therapist and go through it, give it a couple of sessions and I'm sure you'll get answers. The drugs don't help though :-)

You have said a lot. You didn't say anything about being under a doctor's care. Doctors can drug you up and the side effects of the drugs are awful. But, what about a counselor to talk to? Do you think one could help you straighten some of this stuff out? Maybe to help you be more open. To help you not to be sad. I don't know if they make a very mild medication that could help you enough to pull all of the things of your life together. DRUGS are getting more and more complicated. THEY put so much stuff in them that they can make things worse. I know people who are trying to get off of their drugs because they are becoming zombies.
You seem to be a very well rounded person with a great personality, you have many people in your life who love and care for you. You have a lot to live for and be happy about. I wish and pray that together with all of the support you have with your friends and family; you can find the peace and happiness that you deserve.
God Bless you every day. God can help you through this. Ask Him and He will help you.

Why i am like this!?

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