A question about breakingdown ?
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i was just blank...i just layed there...tears strolled onto my pillows and i didnt feel them go down my face.i felt liek giving up.not like killing my self.but i sure felt like life was sort of pointless...i was totally numb all around and i could practically see myself lying on the bed with a blank wet face.u feel totally lonely and that is the ONLY feeling until u just feel ur eyes rolling to the back of ur head and just almost like passing out.totally unexplainable feeling.my experiences were too numbing...it was almost routine after a while...but i got over things and am much better.u learn to alter ur thinking and think about much better things and instead of sobbing and moping about things u think about how to solve them... and u put then to action!.but i know what feeling ur talking about.its painful but numbing
This sounds like a panic attack, or a "depersonalization" episode... depersonalization is where a person feels like they aren't in their bodies, as though they are watching themselves in a movie. Both are disturbing. Please consult a psychiatrist and a therapist.
I was 15 my boyfriend called to ask me to go with him to pick up this motorcycle he just bought,I had already made plans with my friends to go to the lake and party. Told him I would cancel, he said no and that he would call me when he got back. I PARTIED my *** off that day,got back to my friends house(was fried) my mom called me to tell me that he had been in a car wreck and died. This was the first LOVE of my life. I thought it was my fault for not going with him..etc. Took me a long time to get over that. I am 42 now and at times I still wonder"what if" But I realize all things happen for a reason. But at the time I felt I couldn't breath because it hurt so bad. My mind just wasn't there for a long time. Thankfully I had my uncle to talk to. I hope you have someone you can talk to.
You just have to keep yourself with your head held high & moving forward! Don't let any man do something like this to you! Your a fine sexy young woman & you'll be just fine. Why, if I were ther wih you rith now, Id be giving you all kinds of lovin"! Just hag in there, Baby!
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