Please help?
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this past year has got worse and worse,my boyfriend got send to prison,we split up i got with someone else and he gave me an std and possibly hiv and the most recent one dumped me because he said i was too fat and when i loose wight he might date me.
my brother beats me when ever i try and defend my self and my mum says im an evil b@s@tard,im not .
i just took the dog out for a walk and she got some glass in her foot i took her home and my mum said i was evil and should go to hell as i had dragged her into glass on purpose,even though my brother didnt beat me he said i would go to hell and should be reported to the police for animal cruelty.
i have just stopped taking fluxatine pills from the doctor as i felt i didnt need them anymore ,but now i think i do.
i have just been on how to commit sucide sites after failing to cut with the sharpest things i have which was keys .
i feel so depressed and really dont know what to do anymore
Answers:
I feel for you.
I have not been through what you have been,
And I probably haven`t felt your pain,
But I most certainly know, even in the least how you feel.
However, getting to the point.. suicide is not the anser.
Suicide will not make you "eternally happy" because once you`re done, don`t expect to feel happy, because you are dead. There are other ways. There is hope for everybody.
And also, beatings are illegal. Contact the police right away, think about your dillema. If you talk to the police and your brother gets taken away, will everything be better for you? What are the downsides? Will an even worse thing brew up? What are my alternatives.
An alternative to suicide which I have definitely done, but not for long, was run away. It can open your mind to so many things, and time away from the pain can definitely make you stronger. Thinking can make you stronger. It doesn`t matter how many muscles you have - you can still feel emotional pain. Run away for a while... depending on your pain is how far you`ll go. If you never want to go back, I can believe you.
The most I`ve ran was to a park far away. I stayed there long enough to get my feelings and thoughts sorted out - to help me feel a little bit stronger again. Once I stayed with a trusted friend. She helped me release some of my feelings and helped me have fun again.
Never believe ones who say you`re fat or whatever. Don`t believe your mom when she says you`re an evil bastard, or your brother in the least. I`m glad you know that you`re not one. Because half the part is knowing and believing in what you are, so that no matter what anybody calls you, you know your place, and their words won`t be affected by it.
I`ve tried cutting once, and from what I`ve heard you`re supposed to feel this emotional release. I felt nothing. The only feeling I was left with was this giant sting in my wrist. It may be different for other people, but I recommend you to stop. There are other things to get emotional release. Writing in a journal helped me, especially having a friend read the journal so they could understand my pain. Singing helped me release, and so did writing lyrics about my feelings. It may sound kind of cheesy, but it worked a lot for me.
There is something out there for you, and I don`t know you, but I can feel it. There is hope for everybody, maybe some day something fantastic will come for you. Maybe you`ll find the right guy, or maybe you`ll find a fantastic job with equally fantastic pay. Maybe you`ll meet someone great and use them as a shoulder to lean on to get away from your past.
I don`t know much about life... I`m only 14. And I have years to go. Maybe you won`t really like taking advice from a 14 year old, but I just wanted to spread some hope. I really do. Please don`t commit suicide. The world cannot lose you. The world cannot lose another person.
I really do hope I`ve helped <3
You are not truly suicidal-yet. If you really wanted to commit suicide, you would have used something sharper than keys. Like jump in front of a car or off a tall building.
You are not evil, you have problems with your mental health (like everybody else in the world), and you are living in a horrendous environment.
Prognosis: Start taking your medication, and CUT TIES WITH YOUR MOTHER AND BROTHER.
Quitting anti-depressants cold-turkey can be very harmful and put you further back than when you started.
1. Get back on the meds.
2. Get tested for HIV and any other STD's.
3. Quit having unprotected sex.
4. Get away from the family members who are bringing you down. You need love and support, not beatings and belittlings.
I congratulate you on your efforts to get off the medication. You want to turn your life around, and you can. Get out of your house, go to a woman's shelter for a few days, take any menial job, and start making a little money so you can live on your own. Find out if there are any free counseling services where you can get some help emotionally and mentally. Also, spend one hour a day volunteering somewhere helping others. I'm serious. Nothing will raise your self-esteem like being productive.
Hello, First off suicide is not the answer. you mentioned meds? Please start back on your meds, then look for someone to help you. You are special, it soundslike u have had it really ruff. These things that have happened will make you stronger. Please stick around to find out. We all feel like dying , but don't react to it. Choices...GET AWAY from people who treat you badly.
If you start taking pills now you wont make it. You need all your brains to go out on your own and survive. Don't become a washed up pill taker. You have to think now how to escape your people . It will get worse until you are a slave to them if you ont leave. Be safe in a safe place. Get one new friend to help and forget all romance for a year ... you need to survive.You can tell me what state you live in. There are places for help. May have to lie and say you are pregnant to get some help.
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