I need help!?

Question:

I live in Houston, TX . I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder & other disorders too many to list. My parents are bankrupt. I am unemployed. I have tried going thru the crappy BS social services agencies & while I'm waiting for all the GD red tape: I'm wallowing in misery wanting to kill myself. I don't have health insurance or money & I need to find a good hospital where the orderlies don't rape the patients & I can be in a safe place that doesn't have rats & roaches crawling along the corridors and serve you nothing to eat but Jello & Oatmeal!

*NO "Jesus" answers either: I am an atheist & PROUD TYVM : nice answers from loving & helpful & supportive people ONLY!

Answers:
You paint a picture of a troubled situation. However, your question seems to suggest that you think the answer will or should come from other people. The most loving & helpful & supporting thing anyone can do is to make the truth clear, which is that the question of the future of your life including your own potential family rests almost entirely with you. Throw those crutches away, get up and walk, you can do it!

You're out-of-luck.

What is staggering in your post is the immensity of your sense of entitlement. Why should you have to deal with social service agencies and red tape? How dare your parents be bankrupt. Why should you have to have a job? That sort of thing.
*Addendum*
Just out of curiousity, what do you think a "real answer" will sound like? Something along the lines of "oh you poor suffering thing...if only we knew sooner.here's the name of a doctor that will give you anything you ask for?" THOSE are "frou-frou answers. " The real answer is that YOU'VE got your priorities all wrong, not the world around you. Grow up and stop your whining. After all, you are a Texan!

Why not start by making an inventory of what is good about you. Don't dwell on the negative-take what God gave you and make a go at life or sit down and quit bitchin'.

*2nd Addendum*
I realize now that you are an adolescent; otherwise, how else could you be so naïve as to believe a comfortable hospital with a high standard of living would be free. The only hospitals that provide free service are state hospitals and they aren't always nice but usually do an adequate job. There is no cure for BPD except education and counseling. Hospitals are not the answer, as the minute you're stabilized, i.e., no longer a threat to self or others, you're discharged. I'm afraid there's no returning to the womb.

Ten 2 letter words to live by....

IF IT IS TO BE, IT IS UP TO ME....

remember your the driver of your life so go get your DL and take control and keep telling yourself the 10 2 letter phrase above.

See BPD, at the foot of page 1, at http://www.ezy-build.net.nz/~shaneris... and depression and suicidal thoughts, on pages 2, and 5. Use the locators on pages 1, and 2, then phone; enquire about whether they at least use Cognitive Behavioural therapy, or DBT, and about the menu. Visit the 2 or 3 best, and ask some patients, if you can: you can often get a wealth of info, if you're lucky/persistant.

You are an atheist? Four lines up you just ask God to damn
something! YOU DO HAVE a personality problem. You only
except answers from atheists. 99% couldn't give a rats
behind about your hardships. I don't think it's borderline
anymore. I'm not an atheist so I wish you all the best.

call 1800 suicide or talk to me i used to be like you dogmicjoe@yahoo.com. try suicide.com, suicide.org. hold on

Hi, Denise, remember that Jesus loves you and He is the answer to everything!

Ill be your friend go to harris county social services they can help

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