Has any one ever done meth (aka crystral)?
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yes.
i tried it in 97/98 - i was taking all sorts of drugs then, just on weekends and that when i went to clubs. it was either that or being in a position where i was drinking and driving.
a little while later, i had a bad break up with a long term boyfriend. i started using heavily after that, cause it would help me'deal' with the break up. it would make me numb to how bad i was feeling and would help me get on with my job.
i lost my job after that, cause i was turning up late etc and was using meth pretty much constantly just to do my job. my boss figured it out.
i tried to STOP using in about 2001. by this stage i was using daily. when i tried to stop, that's when i knew i was addicted. it was horrible.
i didn't eventually get completely get free of it until 2004. but stopping using was one thing. then i had to deal with all the psychological and emotional issues i avoided by being high - cause it was all still there. so i had quite a big job ahead of me as far as my mental state was concerned. it was a really difficult time.
i've now been clean for three years. i'm healthy, much happier and am on anti-depressants which helps me feel better about who am i and what i was.
meth is nasty stuff - it can really break you.
I have not used it myself but I know those who have.
They get to need it everyday and never seem to stop.
Many lives have been ruined and the success of recovery is like 1 in 100,000.
PLEASE--never use it!!!
I have family members who in the past were pretty heavy users. I would guess they both used for around 10 years, one stopped when he got busted and the other when he had to have 3 stints placed in heart at 38 years of age. It is a evil drug. I've seen people have hallucinations, paranoia it's just bad; bad; bad. If you haven't tried it, then don't and if you have you need to stop asap. Best of luck to you.
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